I am tired.Tired of feeling so miserable.Tired of waiting for love.Tired of thirsting after affection.A thought gnaws at the back of my mind.I might never have someone in my life.I might never again know what it feels like to be wanted,what it means to mean the whole world to someone,to see someone go to sleep with my name in her heart and wake up with my name on her lips.It's a sickening feeling.It is like a disease which I can feel crawling into my brain cells,pouring its cancer and gangrene into them.My mind feels polluted,corrupted,raped.And...
